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Abusing myself

From: Jen
Remote Name: 132.185.144.120
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Date: 10 Sep 2004
Time: 04:37:35 -0400

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I am a novice to God and still learning but I know that I need his love and support and strength right now. I am only 24 yet feel that I have a serious problem with alcohol. I can do without it for days on end but do think about it if I don't have a drink during the daytime. My main problem lies in the fact that I cannot go out with friends without getting seriously drunk and this scares and worries me. I don't want to feel dependent on alcohol anymore. It has left me feeling terrible the next day, stranded at train stations and it is a strain between myself and my fiance. Please God, help me, advise me, and everybody pray for me. I don't want to end up like my dad. Deep down, I know i don't need it but I just cannot help it...I want to cry. I need to quit this before something serious happens... I love you my God and know you are there for me but I need to feel you right now...