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From: paul k
Remote Name: 64.164.173.34
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Date: 02 Sep 2004
Time: 06:08:34 -0400

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i had lots of hurts, fears, and rejections.I had several demons cast out from me that had been in me all along. the spirits are gone, but i dont feel so free today. It's hard to see that God really loves me. I spend too much time envying others and what they have and i dont have, and it drives me nuts. i worry a lot. The pastor told me i needed humility and i needed to depend on the Spirit and not my own mind. He told me i had a messed up theology. He also told me that i had too much self-righteousness. He gave me a word that i had built a tall wall around myself so that none of God's people can reach me or correct me. He said i had such strong conscience that i didnt allow myself to enjoy life. Because of this strong conscience, I couldnt let the Holy Spirit correct me. pray that i be completely changed & have true deep love for God, worship him from spirit & truth, & the bitter seed will be gone, lose my pride, envy greed. And that id forget my pains and be led totally by His Spirit & that God will move mightily in me & my family. Pray that ill be able to connect to others and love them. awerdc@yahoo.com