"‘My
faith in God,’
he said,
‘is greater than my fear of death."
By Michael Henderson
Author of "Forgiveness:
Breaking the Chain of Hate" and many other fine books
columnist for
spiritrestoration.org
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On a grey June day in 1941
the British troopship Anselm set sail from Liverpool en route to the
Gold Coast in West Africa. It was at the height of the submarine war. But
the Anselm, because of engine trouble, had missed its convoy and was
travelling alone. On board were 1300 Allied airmen. At 5 am on July 5th
the Anselm was hit by two torpedoes amidships. She sank in 22 minutes. And
that might have been the end of the story. Except that in the months and
years that followed survivors began to tell of the heroism of an air force
chaplain. Six years later, one of them, a staff sergeant, wrote to a London
newspaper about it, eliciting hundreds of letters from other survivors.
Apparently, after the torpedoes struck there was panic on
board and utter confusion in the early dark. Unskilled hands tried to
launch the lifeboats, so that some got stuck and other landed upside down
in the water. Forty-two-year-old RAF chaplain Cecil Pugh, who had been in
the sickbay, came up in his dressing gown and according to one survivor
‘seemed to be everywhere at once’. Because he was not thinking of himself,
one account says, his presence calmed the panic. The rest of the lifeboats
were lowered safely but there were still many without a place. The chaplain
went round the ship encouraging men to jump to safety. One man, hesitating
on the deck, says he felt a hand on his shoulder and a voice in his ear
which said, ‘Go with God’ and he lived to tell the tale.
Finally Cecil Pugh heard that a number of injured men were
trapped in the hold where the torpedoes had hit. There was no hope of
getting them out. He spoke to a group of marines who were standing round
the open hatchway leading to the hold. He asked them to tie a rope round
him and lower him in. The sergeant in charge refused, ‘If you go down
there, Padre,’ he said, ‘You’ll never get out.’
Pugh,
who was senior in rank, ordered him to do it. ‘My faith in God,’ he said,
‘is greater than my fear of death. I must be where the men are.’ They
lowered him into the hold which was already awash with water. Their last
sight, before they themselves jumped for safety, was of the chaplain up to
his shoulders in water praying with his men.
When the story was investigated by the Air Ministry and all
the facts were brought to life, King George VI award Cecil Pugh the George
Cross, Britain’s highest civilian award for bravery. The citation read, ‘He
had every opportunity of saving his own life but, without regard to his own
safety and in the best tradition of the service and of a Christian
minister, he gave up his life for others.’
When his widow first heard the story, she said, ‘It was so
like him. In a crisis he would do what he had always learned to do – listen
to God and then obey,’ and that, she said to her children, ‘is what we must
do.’
Their son, Geoffrey, made a decision soon after the war to
deliberately hand over his life to God on his knees, a decision, he told
me, which ‘has been an anchor ever since’. The fact that this was the way
his father lived made a huge difference: ‘It had been our parents’ practice
to seek God’s daily direction and to write down they thoughts they had. It
was a practice they taught us.’
Two years ago on Remembrance Day Geoffrey delivered a
sermon in Chester Cathedral in which he described his father’s action and
went on, ‘Although since 1945 we have been spared a world war, war has
nonetheless scarred every continent in every decade since and it continues
to do so. Hunger, greed, fear and pride, become drivers of national policy
with consequences with which we are only too familiar. But God can change
human nature. It is what Jesus came to show and to teach us. His aim was to
do God’s work. It can become our aim. Peace is not just an idea, it is
people becoming different, people like us becoming obedient.’
At the RAF Memorial in Runnymede stone panels record the
names of of more than 20,000 airmen who lost their lives in the Second
World War and have no known graves. One man has been accorded a unique
privilege, and the manner of his heroic death has been set out in full. As
an article in the Daily Express wrote, ‘This man never guided a
bomber to the target area, or blasted an enemy fighter from the air –
indeed he had never raised his hand in anger to anyone or anything in his
life. He was a minister of God, Squadron Leader the Rev Herbert Cecil
Pugh.’
I would add that hearing this story when I was a teenager,
58 years ago, was an important influence in my life.
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Michael Henderson is the author of
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Breaking the Chain of Hate |
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